I am so angry and hurt.....i cant stand sitting with these overwhelming emotions but lessons have been learnt. .
On monday i should have got my new van, my soon to be home. Instead i got robbed of my deposit and taken for an emotional rollercoaster i didnt sign up for. .
I am so so so maaaad, all i can do is stop the tears from spilling over. But it is only paper and if anything i'm even more determined than ever. I dont want to be a part of a society that breeds this sort of dishonest, cruel, selfish behaviour. People say I need to be less trusting. No....i just need to surround myself with like minded people.
Im not changing who i am because the world can be cruel, i'll grow and evolve but i wont let go of my core values. .
There is nothing, absolutely nothing that will stop me from living my life how i want to.
And there is no one that can take my happiness away other than ME. So i choose to move on, and let go. I choose to wipe my tears and smile and take my dog for a walk and to continue my search ❤
Lesson of my day #lomd:
This too will also change.
Everything changes. From where vanlife can occur to how organized the chaos is inside of the Van, Desperado. Nothing lasts forever and that used to leave a sour taste in my mouth and a pit in my stomach. I am beginning to feel like impermanence is what makes moments like this pre climb sinagalong/pack sesh so sweet.
Keeping warm on the sofa 💕 It still surprises me how little space we actually need. The only downside of vanlife for me is the cold, which could be fixed if I got a gas heater. But space wise, we have all we need. Even with having 2 separate rooms, Mutley follows me like a shadow and likes to invade my personal space. 🐕😍