Crossing the threshold is the hardest part. Because that means you’ve got to call yourself out exactly where you are right now. Without shame. Like, all of it. Especially the stuff you really, really, really don’t want to, or don’t think you know how to, or “can’t”. .
The muck isn’t what you deserve. It’s just what you’ve known. A place you’ve outgrown. And you know you’re capable of so much more. .
You’re worthy of the places your intuition can take you. Sure, you’ve denied this path a million times before. You can’t even count. Don’t. None of it matters anymore.
Thank pain for persevering, for carrying you here. .
But why wake up now? Why would this time be any different? I’ll tell you. .
Because you’re as naked as your emotions, and it’s never been more clear. There’s a changing of the guards happening right now inside of you. Peace has found her way. Grace and her calvary are here to stay. There are archangels on your side. Waiting for your sign. You can no longer deny it. If don’t believe me, ask your soul. And it will whisper: Surrender, and let my love swallow you whole. <3 <3 <3 #thugunicorn thank you!
My inner shit has reared its ugly head soooooooo hard this past week & I fought it, man, did I ever fight it & it was exhausting & awful (probably for everyone lol I'll write apology notes later 😏)...even my dreams were scary & frenetic & I have felt more off kilter than I remember for quite some time...but then it happened, the miracle moment when everything that can go wrong does go wrong: seeing the people that I love struggling, battling illness & addiction & stress & worry, there were water leaks & traffic & bill paying & loss & grief...and yet despite all that, in the middle of it really, I woke up this morning to reminders of SO MUCH LOVE ❤ I woke up to pictures of my sweet, beautiful grandbabies & messages of gratitude from my amazing friends & listening to the snores of my handsome man & Stella & it practically konked me over the head that THIS IS IT, this is what we're here for: life 💛... lol it will never be perfect, it will never be neat & tidy & WHY SHOULD IT BE?? Life is real & messy beautiful & I'm embracing it & it truly is showing me a different way, a different me & it. is. awesome. 🙏❤ #thugunicorn#tanyamarkul#prettywords#grateful#yesthankyoumoreplease#itkeepsgettingbetter
This is probably the most important work we do...... I know it is my biggest challenge.... to take my hurts, my anger, my frustrations, my sadness, my naivety, my insecurities, my “not enoughs” and use them to fuel kind and loving action..... to step over all the shit that would otherwise hold me back, paralyze me, or scare me into inaction and use my “me-ness” to shine in only the way I can shine. To show up unapologetically and do good. To listen to the voice in my heart above all else and use it to quiet any other voice that doesn’t serve my soulful purpose. It’s the most advanced yoga there is........ but it is f’ing worth it. Thank you @tanyamarkul for always having the words that pierce my soul in all the ways!!!! #choosehappiness#bossbabe#alwaysastudent#shinyhappyyoga#showupandshine#yogaeverydamnday#yogaoffthemat#thugunicorn#makingdreamshappen#getoutofyourownway#soulfulpurpose
Tune into @quanticaonline from 6 to 8pm to listen to our live mix if u want St. Kiki Kardashian to bless ur sextape and bring u great fortune 💎🙏🏻💎
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• After the hecticness of the year to date, I’m looking forward to spending some time alone...well, just me and Giro🚴♀️💖. Probably won’t last long though, I do love my girl gang👯♀️😂!! It’s been a big year of consistent training and racing and its time for a break. Our race year is done, I’m off program now, and looking forward to lots of long slow stuff. Exploring new spots that Cairns has in spades⛰, taking my time, lots of coffee stops🍩☕️. School is nearly out, and before I know it, Christmas and the New Year will be done 😱too!! Then it will be time to ramp up again. I am hoping to keep up some of the running fitness I’ve worked so hard to build🏃🏼♀️, so will try to keep up some running and will keep my fingers crossed but I’m such a slacker 🙈when I don’t ‘need’ to train! Oh well, can’t have everything I suppose!! •
Sit in the Darkness Until it Shows you a Stronger you and a better Way through.
Be the Person you were that very first day you woke up to your mission, your Mission to Heal and Be YOU again.....
REMEMBER HER♡ The Warrior Women that went through this before you they're Proof that you can get somewhere with this. Your Story of Pain that gave you Every Reason Not to is your source of Empowerment• it is the Elixir, drink it up and pass that Shxt around. Because in this Fallen World it is up to you sister. To Raise it up.... so Raise it up...RISE♡ noone is going to care more about your mission than YOU. It is time.. New MOON is Wedsnesday.... lets do this RISE.RENEW.REFRESH.RECHARGE
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Catch us this week spreading some sparkles around @quanticaonline on Wednesday 😋💎
This sticks with me. My past, like everyone’s, has choices made and people in it that broke my heart and crushed my spirit. My inner shit has haunted me for so many years. I’ve fought to prove that I’m not who they said I was even though it made me relive my trauma. Which just made resentment boil over. I’ve held on to a hope that needs to be let go. That realization is what I’m currently struggling with. Right now that revelation breaks my heart. But it’s out of my control. So I’m trying so hard to accept it and let it be however it needs to be. It hurts now, god damn it it fucking hurts. But I don’t know what the years will bring. So I’m going to be patient. I’m going to be brave and I’m going to let go with no expectations. Today I’m not as happy as usual, my soul is heavy. My heart is aching. But by being patient, gentle, and intimate with this particular chunk of inner shit I’ll be happier and stronger. And then I’ll see that other way and if it’s meant to be things will change and I’ll be who I need to be, who I am meant to be. So if you’re struggling with your inner shit, these words are for you too. I’ll add that you’re not alone. And you’re not unworthy. If you need some love or tender understanding, here it is. Take what you need friend 🖤🖤🖤 #thugunicorn#tanyamarkul#innershit#lettinggo#selfcare#selfreflection#introspection#youvegotthis#loveyourself
\\ mudança de data e local da próxima #thugunicorn // Devido às novas regras de horário do Estúdio Time Out Market, que obrigam todos os os eventos a terminar às 4h, decidimos cancelar o evento que se aproxima.
Pedimos imensa desculpa a todxs, e deixamos a promessa de voltar muito em breve com todas as condições necessárias!
A próxima Thug Unicorn pretende abrir um novo capítulo para a festa, e queremos que esta ocasião seja mesmo especial acima de tudo para vocês.
Daí termos considerado o cancelamento a melhor solução para garantir que os vossos interesses são tidos em conta e que a próxima festa vai ser 🔥🔥🔥 Muito amor e saudades vossas!
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