🦋❤️ Self love and trust is a topic that keeps me busy the last weeks. How to empower yourself, placing trust in your own hands and kindly loving and caring for yourself? Especially needed in times of discomfort and cold grey winter days. How to support oneself? #thoughts#selflove#caring#trust#empowerment#happiness
Wednesday Thoughts 💭
I was telling her how old I feel being around all of the students. Like I stood out like the proverbial sore thumb. Like those dreams you have when you’re walking through campus naked. I felt like my brain was soggy mush too. I didn’t answers questions as fast as everyone. I took the longest to finish tests. It was so humbling, and seriously super intimidating. Feeling intimidated isn’t a feeling that I’m used to at 40 years old. I started wondering if I’m even gonna be able to make it as a nurse. Maybe I was just too damn old. I poured my heart out to her, and she was soooo kind to me. No wonder she’s the director of nursing. She encouraged me. She told me how that gap is going to completely close, by the end of my first year of being a nurse. My life experience is going to make me such a good nurse. That I am going to be able to sit at my patient’s bedside, and give so much compassion and empathy. Things that a twentyish year old would never be able to feel or understand yet. 😭 It was exactly what I needed to hear. Spring semester begins today for me. I’m excited. I don’t feel old. I feel good. I feel refreshed, renewed, and ready to slay. This is the year that apply to the BSN program, and I am seriously ready to see my dreams finally come true. #reachingmygoals#yourmomgoestocollege
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My average morning?
It probably starts around 1am. I'll wake up in incredible joint pain or maybe with a fever or a stomachache. I will all but crawl out of bed and shiver to the bathroom, just to get myself to move a little. My head will be pounding.
I might fall back asleep. I might wake up one or two more times in the morning.
Maybe I'll be fully awake at 4am, at the lastest 8am. Then I'll lay awake and dread opening the blinds, because I barely have enough energy to move.
But I do, listening to my muscles scream in protest while I give a half-assed attempt at my physical therapy exercises. I'll feed my cats and make myself to and convince myself to choke down a meager breakfast because the nausea is starting.
I'll probably manage to answer emails and write and maybe even read a book.
The nausea I'll fight down again, and I'll give a few weak attempts at stretching before showering - that is, if I don't feel like blacking out.
I'll probably crawl into bed again, cuddling my cats that I know want to be playing. The heating pad will be cranked to high, and I might sleep. Maybe.
I'll eventually rise, don an outfit that requires no buttons or zippers - so a skirt or a dress or a tunic with leggings. I'll force myself to eat a tad more, put on my several out layers, and muster the energy to leave the house.
When I take the disabled parking spot or rude the elevator, I'll have to listen to you complain that "I don't look sick" and that "I'm a drain on the government."
Well guess what? I am sick. I won't be cured with essential oils and yoga. Did that not sink in? Read that line again. I'm might have good days, heck I might have good hours - but I'm still sick. I'm still chronically ill and largely undiagnosed.
Your words hurt. Your judgement hurts.
Be considerate, because even if someone is laughing or dressed to the nines - you have no idea what their life is like. You don't know what they had to do to be standing before you, listening to your shit.
0 026 minutes ago
Never stop believing in yourself & your abilities. Good things come to those who plan, are patient & take actions
42 años más tarde, los perros representan la ley, los cerdos los implacables mandatarios y las ovejas peones descerebrados. “LOS SIETE MANDAMIENTOS
1. Todo lo que camina sobre dos patas es un enemigo.
2. Todo lo que camina sobre cuatro patas o tiene alas es un amigo.
3. Ningún animal llevará ropa.
4. Ningún animal dormirá en una cama.
5. Ningún animal beberá alcohol.
6. Ningún animal matará a otro animal.
7. Todos los animales son iguales.” George Orwell (1945). Rebelión en la granja
No hay que olvidarse que los mandamientos los pusieron los cerdos.
"Aj tujhe boht dhoonda mene
Koi tha nahi mjse naraaz sa
Koi dikha nahi mjpe brhm sa
Aaj dikha nahi koi be rukha sa
Koi dikha nahi nazar andaaz sa
Aaj dikha nahi koi sar jhuka sa
Koi tha nahi mjse sanjeeda sa
Aaj tha nahi koi auro'n me hasta sa
Koi dikha nahi chupa sa
Tha nahi koi mjse dara sa
Ghbraahat sa Pareshani sa
Pyar sa faqat pyar sa
Khwab sa khyaalat sa
Ankhon me ek ujaala sa
Niqab sa niqab sa
Hijaabana o sharam saar sa
Aj tujhe boht dhoonda mene
Tha sirf ek dhuaan sa
Aj dikha tu mje hr jgha
Hr nzr me tera aqs sa
Aj tujhe boht dhoonda mene
Pyas thi or tu pyas sa
Tu raha na raha
Ye pta me na raha
Ab tera firaq sa or me, firaq sa
Pr tu umeed c me aas sa!" -Li_j
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy that nothing could save me
But it's the only thing that I have
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
0 030 minutes ago
Животът не е само черен или бял, когато си твърде много време в едно състояние спираш да му се наслаждаваш ,дори да е състояние на пълно щастие! Приемаш го за даденост...ето аз например не бях боледувала от много дълго и след повече от 20 дена болест и притъпени сетива се насладих на аромата и вкуса на една мандарина сякаш е първата в живота ми! 🍊Прегъщам всяка ситуация с благодарност❤️
3 1330 minutes ago
- safe -
Das Leben ist kein Videospiel bei dem man hier und da mal speichern kann.
Was würde passieren, wenn wir bei jedem "Ausrutscher, Fehler oder Problem" neu laden würden?
Wir würden es anders machen, ohne die wahren Konsequenzen überhaupt mitzubekommen. Das heißt wir würden das "Warum?" nicht kennen und somit die Aktion gar nicht wertschätzen können. Der Lernfaktor würde verloren gehen und wir hätten weder Sorgen, noch müssten wir uns über irgendetwas Gedanken machen. Alsoo Ein Leben aus Angst vor Konsequenzen, welches Sorglosigkeit polarisieren soll? 👉🤔👈
Ich persönlich laufe gerne mal auf dünnem Eis, wenn es zwischen mir und meinem Ziel liegt. ❄️
Danke das ihr euch die Zeit genommen habt! 🙏🏻
Let's rock this life! 🦅🔥💯👑🎯🥇🚀⚡
____________________________________________________ "No risk no fun"
Quando da bambina mi chiedevano di esprimere un desiderio, non mi domandavo mai le conseguenze, forse nemmeno le conoscevo.
Un desiderio è un desiderio, sicuramente più importante di una possibile conseguenza. 🎈🎀