“ love is friendship, understanding, and comfort. and i know the first time i ever felt real love was with mason.
i never felt so comfortable.
i never felt so normal,
loving him freed me from everything I thought I knew about love. and every since i met him i’ve changed and i’m still changing. and i think that’s the coolest thing about loving him is that i don’t feel the cap. you know you’ve loved people before and you know this is where it ends? but with him i never feel that, ever.
i like this quote by Baldwin that says, “if the concept of God has any validity or any use, it can only be to make us larger, freer, and more loving.” that’s what i think love is, and that’s what i think that she’s brought to me.
we both have made each other
and more loving individuals.
it set the standard.
if you don’t treat me in a way that makes me feel the way that lex makes me feel, you simply don’t cut it.
it felt pure.
it felt genuine.
and it felt like nothing that i wanted to have less of.
i try not to compare or even match the love that we have because I just don’t think that it’s possible… it’s just not possible for me. and i'm fine with that. i always have something else to look forward to. and it teaches me how to love better in my relationships. and theres no romance involved; so he just loves me. it’s always teaching me. the more we love each other, i level up more in love- in all of my relationships.
we’re quite reflective people, but to sit down and just review ten years worth of friendship and love- as both of us have noted, has made us who we are. “
#mercy, a film journal for the tender heart and mind. 🌿
Well worth the confused looks 💙
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one of these days i’ll post a photo of me smiling... stay tooned.
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