I am writing this at 8pm while Time by Pink Floyd plays in the background. I am at home, and even though I wake up every day with an agenda to fill my day with productivity I constantly fail at executing it. And when the sun sinks lower in the sky, light of day drains away, street lights click on, and the stars of the night sky almost begin to appear, I realize how it was yet another unproductive day.
//Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
Fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way// .
It's 8:10 pm, I wonder about the to-do list I created when I took the shower at 8 in the morning. 12 hours have passed by, but I haven’t yet given up on my to-do list. 4 hours of the day is still left, right? .
//And then one day you find ten years have got behind you.
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun// .
I no longer take showers at 8 in the morning. Most of the time I sleep till 10 am. Probably 20 years of life have exhausted me enough to have extra two hours of sleep. Life seems full of unpleasant seasons now – summer has shorter nights that makes me uneasy, winter sends shiver down my ribcage, spring feels like autumn and autumn never ends. .
//The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death.//
I feel like I have fallen in a pit and there is barely anything to hold on to, nothing happens, nobody comes, nobody goes. It is not death but a deep sleep. I try to wake up and walk out of this but the cacophony of fallen leaves is too harsh to bear. Guilt is eating my rotten flesh and grinding me into pieces. I am so dysfunctional, I make mud homes in this pit, but they are too fragile to sustain for more than a day. Can I ever crawl back to home?
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43 16110 June, 2019
Song • "What you need" by @theweeknd
Abel has evolved a lot since the "Trilogy" times and I really think the slow serenade style he adopted during that era was what suited him the best💤
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22 6126 May, 2019
The somber atmosphere @travisscott creates throughout"Rodeo" is something I’d like to see more of and one of the reasons why I like the project so much. "Impossible" is a perfect example of what I mean and also one of my favorite tracks 🐎.
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Really wish "Hear me" by @asaprocky and @pharrell was on streaming platforms other than Soundcloud.. Enjoy💴
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46 63230 April, 2019
"Thursday" by @levenkali , an r&b artist which i think will blow up in 2019. He already has a couple hits under his hand and more than a mil monthly listeners on spotify but I think that’s just the start🍰.
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Been listening to a lot of 🇬🇧 stuff lately and I’ve found a couple new artists that I really like. @not3sofficial is one of them and I can already see myself playing "Neverland" the whole summer🐟.
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30 62928 April, 2019
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