the feeling of hatred. the feeling of getting hurt. that that one person who you loved and trusted the most is the one who would betray you and tell your deepest secrets to your enemy. that shit hurts. it broke me. i had been so busy with achieving my goals that i forgot to keep my eye on them. that’s the thing about my “friends”. they’re so fake that i need to be always present to be included in their circle of friends. ugh. i’m so dumb. i’m really that oblivious huh. i didn’t realize shits until it’s too late. ouch. that’s why to all the people who are reading this, be observant on people. don’t be like me. lmao i’m dumb. because those people who you callin “friends” maybe the people who will betray you in the end.
; wow, i actually haven’t posted for a long time huh. it’s hard. so hard. life had been so hard these days. constant arguments, discovering that the people who i trusted the most are fake snakes, people who i loved the most replaced me with the person who is a betrayer, who betrayed me, and even called me a fake. well, life is unfair, unfair to all people. it’s never been fair. it sucks but i need to live this life.
#rant#arguments#black aesthetics #black#aesthetic#tumblr#grunge
Yo this fandom has become so fucking toxic and honestly it needs to stop. Ariana has gone through so much these past 2 years and instead of supporting Ariana and each other we literally at each other’s throats. Always complaining and putting each other down. I honestly miss the days when we were all loving and how close we were with Ariana. I just feel like we’ve pushed her to her breaking point and she’s just more distant than ever.....
I’m not saying we’ve never been toxic, but at least it wasn’t towards each other. Also it’s not about “cupcakes” or choosing sides, it’s about why we stan this woman in the first place. She has so much love to give and I feel like we’re just crumpling it up and throwing it away......................... I’m sorry about the long ass rant, but it needs to be said.😔
3 844 minutes ago
#rant 💭 today I came to a confronting realisation... I want to be wanted. I need to be needed. I love it when people feel they want to talk to me about something because they trust me. Is it validation I’m seeking? Laying in bed listening to songs that evoke mellow feelings have me reflecting on relationships I’ve had and have now. I’ve always dealt with my issues alone and never thought much of it. Never really thought how much I needed someone to talk to about it... something shifted in me today, someone yearning for something more. For something they don’t have. I’ve always known I liked being alone... but recently it feels more lonely. #deepthoughts 💭
Коляска #Anex#Cross 2 в 1!
- сочетает в себе мобильность и маневренность спортивных шасси с поворотными колесами с большой классической просторной и теплой люлькой.
✔️Коляска разработанв актуальном стиле современного минималистского европейского дизайна.
Уникальность Anex® Cross
1. Компактное складывание рамы. Новая конструкция позволяет складывать шасси очень компактно (59х95х31см).
2. Натуральная ткань с технологией Eco-Tex не вызывает аллергию и поддерживает микроклимат во время сна.
3. Современный минималистский европейский дизайн. Актуальные решения в дизайне подчеркивают максимальную функциональность коляски.
4. Просторное спальное место ребенка как в люльке (35х79 см), так и в прогулочном блоке (30х90 см).
5. Оптимальные габариты и вес коляски: ширина шасси 59,5 см - проходит почти в ЛЮБОЙ лифт, вес с люлькой всего 11,6кг - очень легкая для полноценной классической коляски.
6. Отличная комплектация.
7. Инновационная защита ткани ионам серебра обеспечивает коляске уникальные антисептические и бактерицидные свойства.
8. Приятные мелочи, которые создают все необходимые условия для приятных минут на прогулках с малышом. Например, дополнительная защита от ветра в люльке, приятный дизайн внутренних тканей (мелкая клетка), удобные поворотные колеса!
И в магазинах по адресу:
ул. Московская 43
ул. Ворошилова 94
0 2an hour ago
i am a trapeze artist
you are a flying bird
i am a nervous wreck
you are a gentle wind
i am a sinking ship
in the waters of your mind
2 7an hour ago
— [ vent ]
used mostly happy clips to try cheer this child up.
the fat paragraph in the corner was just a little of me venting. #vent#rant
2 15an hour ago
I have had an unusual number of people ask lately if my vintage jewelry is 'used'. Yes, more often than not, it has been previously worn. That doesn't make it less special, though.
I have had buyers assume that my pieces are new and I use stock photos, due to my stark white backgrounds. No. I take all of my own photos, in my own home. It is a tedious process, but it is important. I do my best to photograph and describe all signs of wear. Most jewelry is photographed in natural lighting, on a solid white background to provide the most 'true' colors. White backgrounds look clean and make sure the focus is solely on the product. Large items are photographed with additional lighting, on a wood grain background to help avoid weird shadows. I use a nearly 10 year old Samsung 16mp point and shoot or the camera in my Samsung Note 5. I have a DSLR, but prefer less bulky options and can get pretty much the same results with my simple cameras.
TL:DR Vintage pieces aren't new and photography is important.
0 121 hours ago
there is no reason to be pretty
if no one looks at you.
there is no reason to be pretty
if you are alone.
they will not care if your skin is red;
they will not care if your eyes are black;
they will not care if your lips are chapped
if they have no reason to kiss you.
if you spend yourself
all people will see
is a reflection;
if you spend yourself
all she will see
is her own flaws;
if you lose yourself
in your small
cocoon of an apartment,
if you lose yourself
in dank air,
there is no reason to be pretty
because your painted eyes
will be empty.
Honestly people who decide that posting pictures of their self harm is a good or cool thing need to realise that it's not fucking trendy or cool to cut yourself. As someone struggling with self harm i know that someone who genuinely does it wouldnt dream of posting it or talk about it anywhere near as much as people like that do. I hate saying this but people who post pictures of it and who constantly talk about it like it's-as i said- trendy or cool are literally just attention seeking. It's not fun, it's not cool, it wont make people like you. Stop pretending that you have 'issues' when you don't because you want to fit in with people.
0 51 hours ago
F R I E N D S | Please tell me I’m currently not the only one sitting at home, staring at four walls, trying to conjure up something to do? I’m 100% sure I’m going to be the perfect candidate for a new mum once baba comes along. I mean, I’m already at pro at cabin fever. Ok, in case anyone thinks I’m sad/un happy etc, I’m not. I’m just bored. I need some friends 😭 I’m not afraid to admit it too. Of course I’ve got my friends from home, my friends from uni only a text away but it’s not always the same. My insta-friends (you guys!) help a lot during the day, even if I don’t talk to you (although messages always welcome.. hint hint). No wonder yesterday my screen time was 2 hrs 40 total on Instagram! Some days it’s better. When I’ve got plenty to do or something on, like yesterday with the wardrobe, the day flys by! It comes in waves though. Not everyday I have something planned! I’m already excited for Thursday and my little outing to get my vaccines done 😂 Yes I’ve started my blog and YouTube back up but I’m not stressing myself to make it career right now. That’s something of it happens, it happens. It doesn’t really fill my entire day! Anyways, It’s hard making friends when moving to a place. Everyone at this age already has their ‘group’ and sometimes I find groups to be rather clicky. It’s especially hard when you don’t have a job/can’t apply for jobs because you’re pregnant/don’t have a hobby (I’m going to join a mum to be swimming class so that should be no longer a problem), don’t drink alcohol really a lot and so don’t go out socially (my husband is the same as me so we reaaaaally don’t go out 😂) and don’t have a child.. although not for long, which I’m hoping will bring a long lots of mum friends, but that’s 4 months away. Sorry for the downer! I’m just getting this off my chest. Any tips/potential friend welcome ☺️
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this is basically a rant/ cry for help bc I'm really struggling. I've missed about 2 weeks and 3 computer practicals which is a lot, but if I don't attend 70% I get kicked out. But I'm really anxious to the point of physical sickness and I know I wouldn't handle catching 2 buses and trying to find the buildings... I have a computer practical on Thursday but I'm really anxious because I've missed something many plus I have no idea where the building or the room is, legit every time I think about the fact that if I don't turn up in could get kicked out I legit start crying and shaking because I really can't face it but I have no choice and I'm already missing important deadlines. I want to talk to someone at the uni but I have no idea how and it was really hard for me to open up to people I'd known for years and these are strangers and I. Just. Can't. I'm struggling so hard right now and I don't know what to do. It's also compulsory for me to do 12+ hours of participation in research and I really can't it's really distressing me and even the idea of buying my books or going to the library is too much! I also lost my dad 3 months ago and my grandad 1 week ago and my mental health is slipping so bad I'm paranoid about everything and convinced I'll die young and I don't like how bad I'm getting but my doctor won't listen and Mind didn't listen when I contacted them... I don't want to be any other uni this is the only campus I've ever felt safe on...
Det här tunga åbäket till djävulsmaskin kan vara mitt sämsta köp någonsin. Den införskaffades för fyra-fem år sedan under mitt första bokprojekt och har sedan dess gjort livet surt för mig cirka alla gånger som jag försökt använda den. Ibland funkar den, ibland inte. Och de gångerna den funkar gör den oftast det bara under korta perioder. Som nu, när den tog rast efter 3,5 av 137 sidor och vägrar fortsätta skriva ut. Jag är i vanliga fall en väldigt lugn person, men just nu vill jag bara göra som i den där scenen i Office Space... Vi får väl se hur många dygn det tar innan jag får ut mitt manus på papper så att jag kan börja redigera.
Slut på rant.
No woman should be treated as shit by a man! None! It is frustrating, upsetting to see so many woman still stuck in relationships by namesake for fear! Fear of society, fear of being independent, insecurities for the children, for financial dependence, name shaming, and lots lots lots others! At the cost of what?
I have seen independent, confident, financially successful, healthy women turn into a mess and loose self confidence, filled with guilt, shame and self-pity. I was part of this cycle. I still deal with it! But as I heal, I want to let others know, if you’re suffering from all this, if at any point in time you think you’re loosing your self-worth, break this cycle! Immediately! Do something about it! Don’t let it consume your life to misery, depression or even worse your kids trauma! Speak out ladies! No one will help you unless you help yourself!
Much love and power to all of you! ⠀⠀
3 593 hours ago
In today's rant I'm going to take aim at another sport entirely. And before you boot off at me, I'm not targeting the people doing the sport but the people judging and creating the rules.
In the 3 categories of female bodybuilding that aren't 'Bodybuilding' or 'Physique' you'll notice that the vast majority have had breast enhancement surgery. When I researched this post I saw estimated numbers as high as 80% of pros in these categories.
Now here's the issue, the women in these categories are marked according to lots of factors including their 'femininity' so basically if you have relatively small boobs you lose points. Let's just look at this closer- in a sport where the goal is to drop your body fat % pretty close to single digits you get marked down when you inevitably lose breast tissue (ie fat). Ok then.
That has got to be one of the most stupid things I've ever heard. In a sport where you are showing off what the human body can achieve, you can only compete if you undergo surgery. If you think that's not ridiculous let's have a convo in the comments.
Ps- If you want breast implants I'm very happy for you, I just don't think anyone should have to get them to compete in a sport. They should be to make you happy not someone else.
I always am myself. Now dont get me wrong, I fkn love being me and I'm not trying to sound narcissistic but I have the perfect personality and I'd totally date myself if I could. .
But sometimes my brain wonders why and I get that you should never change yourself for someone to like you. But I feel like me being me is not cutting it. I feel like I am not attractive as myself to other people... maybe I'm too hard on myself. But I look around and see all these couples and wonder what did I do wrong. Why have only 2 guys liked me enough to give me a shot at dating. Granted one is now my best friend and hell I love him to pieces but we aren't together for reasons. You should never go back out with someone after their chance is up. You're not together for a reason. .
K I half ass ranted . But I do just want to say how tempting it is to know your best friend still has feelings for you and would be okay with forming a relationship again. Though I dont think I could do it because I understand that we aren't together because of the reasons we broke up many moons ago.
Improve the quality of your CONTENT.
It sounds pretty obvious why (to get more loyal fanbase and more traction), but how.
Focus on what other people have already done super well, and take little bits of their content to use. After doing this several times, your skills have a big library of stuff to choose from.
Also as a note: when things haven't yet changed, things that worked before work still.
You know what really fucks me off? People who think their shit smells of roses.
We all do it yet when us women sneak a quick dump in a public wc like we are trying to smuggle a few refuges in from Syria, we feel ridiculed for having to use the public toilet to open our bowels yet it’s one of those things we would all rather not do and it’s not something that’s taken lightly, we time that shit just right, if we are lucky it’s over very quickly but on the odd occasion it takes a while and does stink yet some ‘funny fucker’ feels the need to comment about how it smells and it’s disgusting. Oh I’m sorry Chardonnay but the last time I checked we were all human and taking a crap is part of every day life, I’m sorry if my shit doesn’t smell like the latest dior perfume but I’m also sure you drop some large ones yourself with the kebabs you eat on a Friday night.
Is it just me or do all women have this over a stolen shit when out and about? Do you wait for the hand dryer to start before you know that fucker is going to plop into the water? Do you go to the furthest toilet to the door as possible because you don’t yet know if it’s going to be a quickie or a long, get your phone out affair?
Lastly, the likes of Chardonnay and the other ‘point out the fucking obvious’ women out there, if you go into a public toilet and smell something god awful, remember that poo has been thought out, it hasn’t been taken lightly, we are aware it smells and we didn’t really want to do the walk of shame to the sink, remember you do take the odd shit now and again and yes it does smell too, you don’t know if that person in that cubicle has a medical problem and this is the first time they have left the house in weeks because of exactly this reason and you’ve caused them to retreat back into their private toilet, just remember all that before you feel the need to open your gob. #tuesdayrant#rant#tuesday#toilettales#toilet#bowels#thoughtoftheday#shit#poo#think#blogger#ukblogger#wifeblogger#bloggerofinstagram
1 134 hours ago
So this is a big deal for me, I have never seen an elephant before (for those of you who know me closely, I don't believe in zoos) so to finally see my favourite animal in the wild was a HUGE milestone. We saw 35 wild elephants all together in @udawalawepark Sri Lanka, and yes there were babies included!
Seeing them like this in their natural habitat just makes me so angry and devestated that in a lot of places in the world, these beautiful and majestic creatures are treated so badly and being pushed towards extinction in some areas. Most of my travelling friends have ended up having the conversation about elephant rides and elephant 'sanctuary's' on their adventures around Asia. But I cannot express more how detrimental and utterly wrong these 'experiences' are. If you want to go to a sanctuary, please do the research first!
Feeling unbelievably overwhelmed about how many of these darlings we have seen today....I could watch them for hours! 🐘
3 244 hours ago
@senatorpaulinehanson#PAULINEHANSON: It’s okay to be white motion, AUSTRALIAN POLITICS just took another low. Thank God this wasn’t passed. ANYWAY PAULINE HANSON can you retire under a rock and just stay there and shut up. WHAT PART OF WHITE CIVILISATION are you trying to save? because when I look around I see white civilisation left, right and centre. I see western civilisation left right and centre “WHAT A PATHETIC”motion, and how disappointing that parliament even let it get that far. This motion was point blank RACISM how could they not see that, so stupid. How about save the environment, how about focusing on issues like domestic violence, suicide, education, equality, high tax cuts, how about implementing more anti bullying campaigns in our schools and communities, mental health awareness, how about focusing on issues like the high unemployment rate and creating jobs how about focusing on poverty, these issues effect WHITE CIVILISATION, YELLOW AND BLACK. Lol if you want to save something SAVE YOUR UGLY ASF HAIR and that sad looking face. #australian#politics#parliament#racism#racist#white#australia AS A COLOURED CITIZEN I feel discriminated against #discrimination#rant#warning THE WORLD is moving forward addressing bigger issues and here in AUSTRALIA the white are trying to pass a motion to protect them from WHAT? How the hell can you be racist towards a white person, like I wouldn’t know how to be racist even if I could hahaha #ONELOVE#education#poverty#depression#mentalhealth#mentalhealthawareness#domesticviolence#violence#bullying#suicide#topic#discussion. #statement
When I was younger I used to think I could be invisible, like actually invisible, if I tried hard enough. Because back then, I was taking ballet, and my mom didn't really like that. She wanted me to be a doctor or a teacher, and while I loved her, she was always watching for any small,telltale sign that I didn't like-that I didn't love ballet anymore. It made me feel uncomfortable. So I tried. Silly of me, I know, but I was young and naïve, and you know, all that. Because I loved (and still love) ballet. It felt like the only career that I wouldn't mind working hours for.
But when I was nine, it all stopped. My parents pulled me out of ballet, for what reasons, I don't feel comfortable saying. And no matter how much I argued with them they wouldn't send me back. I know, maybe I should have fought harder or whatever. But it felt impossible. And now, four years later.... I just quit gymnastics, I'm *that* girl in class, the one who barely says anything, I'm writing stories made from the galaxies in my head, and I'm finding a love for psychology. I wouldn't exactly say I'm happy with it, but I'm slowly coming to realise that just because one path gets closed off, doesn't mean others don't open up. Sometimes the worst moments in your life lead you on the way to a path that's more fit for you.
And that's the tea sis ;)
Dear some Australians,
Just F.Y.I. Halloween did not start in America.
It started in Ireland, England and France by the Celtics with their holiday Samhain. It's turned into a holiday for everyone. Especially for kids. For them to go out and to talk to their neighbours, to wear costumes, eat candy and have fun with friends & family. Which is now celebrated ALL OVER THE WORLD.
Stop being arseholes.
An annoyed British/Australian that grew up carving pumpkins, dressing up and having a blast but who now is sick of listening to people complain about a holiday "America forced on us". 😠
0 35 hours ago
ITS YA BOI!
I’m gonna start posting some music again soon, just been working on me for a couple of months and I’ve been playing/writing to heal and better myself, really ... but if you’ll have me I’d love to come home and have us sing and love music together again xx ❤️ LUKA
# LUKA #music#fashion#rant#healing#love#family style #men#denim#singer#songwriter
Recently I started to feel a lot emptier than usual. I have no energy to do enything and I feel like shit because of it but I can't force myself to just get up and do something. All bones in my body hurt like hell but I think I'm already used to it. And I just constantly am feeling nothing - TB 161018
- EVERYTHING YOU DID -
"old friend. who are you supposed to be? and i... just want to scream. and i... just want you to mean... everything you did"
not going to write much about this one. the lyrics kind of say it as it is. and i may have written this in reaction, which was a bit immature tbh, and it's too hard to avoid re-listening to this chill beat.
2 226 hours ago
Jeg har endelig fået prøvet den @concept2inc#bikeerg og jeg har noget at sige: #rant
Som træningsredskab er den helt sikkert glimrende, specielt til aerob kapacitetstræning.
Men for mig at se, er den lige præcis ligeså gimmicky som jeg forventede, da jeg så den.
Men til anaerob træning mangler jeg stadig at se, hvad den kan, som min trofaste @assaultairbike kan.
Og kalorietælleren cyklen her:
VÆRDILØS! Enten har Concept2 præsteret at opfinde en træningscykel, der strider mod fysikkens regler, der klart konkluderer at en kalorie er en fysisk enhed, eller også havde jeg VIRKELIGT gode ben i dag! Videoen herover, er 39 sekunder lang. På de 39 sekunder trådte jeg 15 cals, ifølge displayet. Hvis jeg gør det samme på en airbike, så havde videoen ikke kunnet være her.
Nej! Man forbrænder ikke flere kalorier ved at aktivere FÆRRE muskelgrupper!
Men MEGA fedt at Trykkeriet har opdateret sin maskinpark! Respekt!
I drew this when I was 9
I wanna rant. And it'll probably come off vague as hell.
Something that really bothers me is when people try to define art in a way to exclude others, as in saying to people, especially to beginners or people who aren't as skilled that what they're doing isn't really art because they can't draw the intricate ideas in their heads or that they need those ideas to begin with, art is whatever tf it is to whoever's creating it and that should be all that matters, and I'm not talking career here because I know there needs to be a high skill level for that, I'm just talking in general. I could fucking draw circles with a crayon all day and if it made me happy and I loved what I was doing it would still be fucking art to me. Thanks for listening to my Ted Talk
I feel like I'm a total disappointment not only to myself but also my family. They tend to give a lot of passive-aggressive remarks on how I dropped out of college and I have to admit that it really hurts to know your family doesn't got your back. But I guess I brought it on myself after all - TB 131018
0 13 days ago
I created this account for ranting about my feelings because I'm unable to talk about them freely. Everyone is always saying that you shouldn't bottle up everything inside you so this is my way of letting it all out - TB 121018
Here’s something that bothers me 📣
A couple weekends ago I went to Disney to celebrate my first anniversary with my boyfriend. One evening we went to @chilis and the server asked what we would like to drink and offered us margaritas. I told her my drink order and decline any alcohol. The server says “oh don’t be lame” or something like that. When I was 16 years old I was into the party scene and drank a lot to the point where I blacked out. I no longer drink like that at all and it was a phase. What bothers me about what that server says is she doesn’t know if I am a recovering alcoholic or that I take antidepressants. It was really insensitive for her to say that rude comment. Does anyone else feel bothered by comments such as that when they cannot drink alcohol for any reason. I personally do not drink alcohol because I am on antidepressants. Drinking alcohol does not make you cool. You shouldn’t feel pressured to try alcohol, especially if you are under age. You can decline alcohol for any reason.