okay so last night i was going through some shit w/ my guy bestfriend and he hurt me (no offense cuz he can see this page) but he also made me happy. it’s complicated. anyways. so today at school, my morning was pretty fine except i was almost late to school because i took 24 minutes to do my hair and i have 6 minutes to do so many things (like getting dressed etc.) so my morning went like normal and then i got to lunch. sometimes me and my bsf we talk in a place by this building in school just depends on what the topic is for a quick 5 minutes because we only have one class together and it’s later in the day. so we did that , than i got to lunch and my bf was mad at me because “i lied” to him. basically i told him i didn’t like the fair and didn’t want to go with him , but my girl friends and boy bsf invited me and i said yes. sounds bad. ik. but i didn’t think about it like that. so he got all disappointed in me so i’m going with him sunday i guess. anyways that ruined my day and i was upset for 6-8th period. i didn’t talk at all in those classes. i did my work and kept quiet. then when i got home i got my damn period and i wanna kill myself cuz all day i just thought i had to pee but when i finally got home and went to the bathroom i realized it wasn’t just that. so yeah. my day was pretty shitty if you ask me. also in the morning i dance for 3 hours and we had freaking ballet for 1.5 hours omfg i wanted to kill myself. my effort level totally dropped. but yeah.