I'm honestly starting to worry about my mental health. Last night I was laying in bed and it was really silent but the silence was really loud and I couldn't get to sleep. It eventually went away but then I felt like shit and it took forever for me to finally fall asleep. Also, not to sound like an edgy teen, but I'm pretty sure people would rather not be around me. Some of my friîëndß are acting like it's a punnishement to sit next to me and then say they're just joking which is dumb because no, ur just being dicks. I know it's my fault because I'm staying there even though they don't want me there but there isn't really anywhere else to go. There people that I like and I know they don't mind me but for some reason they're all in groups of people I don't like which is fun. I could sit with them although it wouldn't change much. Anyway, idk why I'm telling you guys this. I guess it's because I want to vent but I don't want to do it on my story where everyone I know will see it and I'll look like another edgy teen pretending to have a shitty life. I know a few people I know are reading this and if you are what I have to say to you is ßdqœñbç bitches lol. Anyway, I guess it's good that I'm venting. Oh well, ily.