Finally switched to business profile on Insta today and have started working on my first product after completing Reiki Level 1 & 2, also Silva Life Methods and Intuition.
Will soon be launching my Facebook page alongwith this Public profile where I will share my story of FEAR and how it has stopped me from moving forward in my life for quite a long time.
For somebody like me, who cannot see ANYBODY in pain, it has always been near impossible to leave people and their memories behind, I am somebody who talks to animals and plants as if they are understanding what I am saying.
Called insane by many, misunderstood, and taken for granted by so many, that now I don't even remember who, when, but yes as a child, always ALWAYS thought WHY.
But now the time has come. Someone inside me has stood up against my own fears and is ready to face the world after being in misery for ages.
I do not have a fan following, neither do I ever want to be an idea as grande as a public figure is, (love my freedom, bari mushkil say mili hai) but I believe I should speak to the world(or say, UNIVERSE) as if it is mine.
I am ready to give.
The key is persistence. And I realize now, those who have turned their backs on me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, mere words of comfort, or even, moments out of their routines, do not DESERVE to be a part of it. Although a giver is a giver, oblivious to all that he has to give (sometimes your whole existence is required, to fill the gaps of other person's soul). But remembering them all, re-living the agony of each moment, it is a burden that seems to multiply if I do not get rid of it and move forward. To forgive, is easy.
But forgetting sometimes requires ages.
And, a generous heart.
With this I am leaving my Instagram account for a while,(could be a couple of days, or maybe weeks, depends on how long does it take me to bleed it all down on paper) and then, will be returning with a New Me, someone who ONLY throws POSITIVE vibes into the universe 💫
Here's Augustana's 'Boston' for you to relate-
3 233:34 PM May 7, 2018
This is what happens when I order something over the phone in my name. Every. Single. Time. #nooneknowsmyname