Kenzie had her appointment with cancer specialist. More X-rays ordered for her and we have to make decisions on radiation treatment and possibly additional surgery if needed or chemotherapy. Two options right now are 15-19 radiation doses done 5 days a week for several hours each time for better results keeping off reoccurrence or 4 high doses with shorter / higher chance of reoccurrence. Off course we have to factor in traveling 45 mins each way for every treatment and that she has to be partially sedated every time. Murphy checked already to make sure treatment wouldn’t affect her epilepsy, heart murmur and enlarged heart. My little warrior is hanging in and handling it much better than we are. 🥺🐶❤️ You don’t want to see the estimates. 🤑👀 #milliondollarbaby #toomuchforonelittlepomeranian #pommymommy #furbaby #dogcancer #myhearthurts #littlewarrior
3 1521 hours ago
This evening’s post is about healing our hearts. I used to believe keeping on the band aids and never removing them would heal the wounds. Instead I have since learned that’s a sure way to ensure that the wounds never really fully heal and now and again they keep getting knocked and can still hurt many years later. .
Now I realize that we need to gently remove the band aids, feel the pain of the wound and send loving kindness to it. Air it and give it some TLC and something amazing happens… it heals really well on its own and much quicker trying to bury it and protect. ❤️
So next time we are reaching for the band aid… do we really need it? Is it better to let it air and heal faster (feel the pain), yes it is uncomfortable short term but this way our heart becomes fully healed and we don’t need to worry about it getting knocked again..
Or if we have some very old band aids.. maybe its time to pull them off… we might be surprised at how quickly old wounds can heal if we air them with TLC and let ourselves finally feel that old pain..then they no longer get in the way of an open hearted way of living ..
With love xx
8 16922 hours ago
So I called animal control to come out and get this baby that I'm pretty sure fell from its nest in the tree above because I was worried the poor thing was hurt and there are lots of free roaming cats around... well now mama bird is hopping around in the rain looking for that baby 😭 #goodintentions#myhearthurts
Life just won’t ever be the same without this sweet lady in it. On Easter we lost one of the greatest ladies to have ever lived and the greatest grandma ever. My Grandma Betty was just the sweetest, most gentlest soul yet one strong ass lady who loved life and her family and she put one hell of a strong fight til the very end. She taught me so much about life through her own experiences and adventures during her 92 beautiful years on this Earth. I got my zest for adventures and exploring new places from this lady, I could never get enough about hearing all her stories about all the incredible places she traveled too. I’m so gonna miss walking into her house and hearing “Heather Darling”, I’m gonna miss her big hugs and vaselined kisses plus our cuddles in her comfy chair watching her favorite shows, oh man there’s so much I’m gonna miss about her but even with how much I’ll miss everything about her I know shes still around and with me everyday watching and making sure everything and everyone is okay. I love you grandma and I always will, your in my heart forever and always and now I will always have you as my birthday angel❤️ #birthdayangel#bjv#bestgrandma#imgonnamissher#sayhitograndpabobforme#loveyouforeverandalways#myhearthurts#grandma#restinpeace#family
23 8224 April, 2019
Ollie had PRP (Platelet Rich Plasma) therapy today at @asecla (an amazing emergency and specialty vet). Scroll for article on PRP because there’s no way I will be able to adequately explain it. Apparently part of Oliver’s left elbow is wonky (ie, a type of elbow dysplasia) which, over time, causes friction on the elbow joint and he has arthritis in his left elbow (which the vet was able to see with last week’s CT scan). He has the start of arthritis on his right elbow. Scroll for more info about elbow dysplasia. Fingers and paws crossed that the PRP works for Ollie’s elbows. He is so bummed that he can’t go on long walks or run. I have to stop him from getting excited about anything because he prances when he’s excited 😢. ♥️ #mypoorbaby#olliegator#lovehim#myhearthurts#asec#talesofalab#labs_of_insta#plateletrichplasma
hello, i switched this account like 3 times and i need a mental health check in account. if you dont like it, please unfollow.
everything hurts, since he left it killed me. hes been all over her and hugged her, i broke down. i want to shut down my feelings to anyone because no one cares anyways, so whats the point of it?
shes also gone now, its almost been a month. mammaw i miss you so much on a daily, seeing you in a coffin tore my heart into pieces. i dont want to be alone anymore.
We get tossed aside assaulted with assorted pain that lies....
Deep inside our mind.
Told from the gentle lips of a liar,
Who promised us the light inside.
But instead provided,
Us with this aching pain inside.
That never dies!
So overtime we become lost inside.
-lxst inside life
12 9531 April, 2019
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