Krew and I got back from Salt Lake City, Utah this morning! It was a pretty last minute trip (and by that I mean we booked it 2 hours before the flight left 😂) But I had the most incredible time. I came home, tired, emotional, and feeling like I know myself better then ever.
I went to a workshop with @lindsayteague and i left with literally no makeup on my face from laughing, then crying from laughing into full blown crying for no reason 😂
But something she said is “what is holding you back?” What is it for you? For me, what has been holding me back so long is Feeling like I’m not liked enough, I’m not lovable I guess you could say. I felt Abandonment. When I was a baby, my Bio dad was abusive, and tried to hurt me as a baby. I haven’t had him in my life since. Then, My step dad who raised me since I was two... well we have had a pretty rocky few years of just unable to communicate and understand each other. So i always questioned myself “is it me?” “Is something wrong with me?” This weekend at convention I found this grief I was experiencing was my procrastination, what was holding me back. It felt so good to let that go.
Last night when we got back to our house and shared what stood out the most this trip for us, Lindsay Hit the spot. She nailed so many aspects of my life and I just sobbed for like half an hour in front of my team sharing this thing I don’t tell many people.
She also told us to speak truth, and share your story so others can too. So here I am, sharing something I normally wouldn’t. Because, we are on the same page and whatever is holding you back.... doesn’t have too any more ❤️
To the stud who wakes up in the middle of the night to change diapers, who makes sure I don’t starve to death, who gets me cheesecake whenever I’m craving it, whatever time of day it is, and who lets ME sleep in on father’s day. You’re amazing, I love you, I’m so lucky and I don’t say it enough. Happy daddy’s day to the best guy I know! 💙
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