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Dark days; I have these super aggressive dark days. I am unsure how to get out of them but once the spiral begins I am just whipped into the wind with the thoughts in my head. I begin to be completely hopeless and empty. I don't know how to control it so I just let it fly. I know this concerns people especially when I post about it. Funny thing is though that's not as dark as I go I'm actually much darker than that. I can actually wake up the next day feeling totally opposite. It's so unpredictable. When I had time for myself before working full time I could control it or I should I say work through it. I had time for yoga meditation and just myself really. I don't, now have time to even paint my toe nails. Hopefully soon I can change this. The goal is part time. Just pray I make it there. Just know I AM alright just super sad and overwhelmed. Sometimes that comes out in such a terrible way. I love you all and thank you because I need kindness. #ManicDepression#LostGirl
J: Break down, let everything out. Your body needs it. The pressure you made your self wasn't good. You're will not make it. Your body say stopp it. Your windpipe is cuttet ope. Your breath has been taken. The feeling of drownig in your own thoughts are getting stronger. The lump bigger and the tears in your eyes more. Swallow it down. Breath in, try to think about something else. It doesn't work. The lump is still there and he doesn't seem to fade. Just like the fear. Fear that everything you're doing is wrong, that you're one the wrong path. Fear that everything is a big lie. And the fear that the person you trusted the most is just another fake friend. But why? Why now? The timing is bad, it can't bee now, not now. In my head and heart a big box of tinny things. Everything is put to getter off this little things and then suddenly... yes suddenly nothing works any more. You can try as log as you want to swallow it down. It won't work. The pressure was to much, you lost grip you're drowning. In a ocean of thoughts, way to many thoughts. An ocean off: I need to be better, I'm not good enough, I'm a shitty friend, I don't want to let anybody down, I'm ugly, He doesn't like me, I need to make it, I still need to do so many things and have no time. Passed, I'm drowning. And all of that because you got a bad not for example, that is running everything. But seriously, who cares about that class? If you want to da a completely different thing? Life is an asshole. But maybe everything has a reason. Probably it shouldn't bee, if you tried so many times and it still won't work. Or all of that just came because your boyfriend was smiling at another one. Does it hurt? Hell yeah. If you had already a bad day everything seems to fall apart. You start worrying about everything. Suddenly out of nowhere, you're not worth enough, he deserves someone better, you feel uncomfortable, don't know what you should do, suddenly stoppt loving yourself. And then ther is this one question. How should somebody love you, if you can't even love yourself? Then hand on your chest, you're always to ugly.
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