I'm lost... completely!
All of the landmarks and anchors that are normally there to keep me on course have for one reason or another disappeared making it bloody hard to navigate my days at the moment. This poxy chest infection means that I can't plan ahead or put a structure on things because I have to play it by ear and that's killing me.
Three weeks today I should be running a half marathon and at the moment I am as far from that start line as I have ever been and I don't have the energy or the directions to navigate my daily life nevernind get there.
My compass is broken and I have no idea how.to fix it. That is as scary as it gets for me.
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« Et c'est reparti, pensa-t-elle, encore une diatribe complaisante et imbibée de whisky sur ce putain de bon vieux temps... Et sur no us autres, pauvres âmes nées trop tard pour voir la splendeur des Stones ou sniffer de la coke haute gamme au studio 54 ; nous qui avons raté presque tout ce qui fait que la vie vaut la peine d'être vécue.
Et le pire c'est qu'elle était d'accord avec lui.
Nous on est là, pensa-t-elle, assis au bord du monde, aux confins de la civilisation occidentale, désespérés au point d'être prêt à tout pour éprouver quelque chose, n'importe quoi, au point de sombrer les uns dans les autres et baiser à corps perdus en attendant la fin des temps.»
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"I'm sorry Mom but this world is just not my place
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realize this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
It's OK though, 'cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon
As it shines bright throughout the night
And remember everyone's facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know, that I died in vain
'Cause the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on
That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school
So I'm going by the law "majority rules"
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger
You're the best friend that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key
Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove
To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it, world, goodbye."
Trust me I know. It's been two years and I literally just walk away from everything I could be in life. I left my home my 2 jobs and my business nd I lost every single thing I have ever owned after I was put in jail fighting 26 years at 66 percent all because I was on my knees begging while my daughter screamed nd pleaded to be with me. I don't want to but I can't think strait anymore. #lost#dontwantthelife#ididnothingwrong#ijustseenolifewithoutmydaughter#imtiredoftrying I lost all hope and my mind in jail. Might as well tap in. No one's here to talk to nd no one will stand with me and I mean really push the issue. I want truth about me as a father be what ends this or take my miserable life from me because I'm nothing without my true purpose in life.
#Lost oyuncuları Henry Ian Cusick ve Sonya Walger, tekrar bir arada. ✈️
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Did you guys watch Lost? ❤
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