The next morning I woke up wrapped in brown arms. These are not Colby's. What is this? I looked and seen Brennen. Oh no. Please don't tell me I... "Brennen! Get the fuck up!" I whispered loudly. He twitched awake. "Woah. Wow, this isn't something I usually wake up to." He said shocked. "I thought I was dreaming this whole thing. That means Colby..." "He cheated again didn't he?" Brennen finished for me. Just nodded as the tears started to flow from my eyes. He wiped them away, "Look don't cry, Colby is like my bestfriend, but even I know he doesn't deserve you." He said softly, continuously wiping my tears. He kissed my forehead. "I don't know what to do Brennen. I just really want it to work with me and him but he can't seem to keep his dick in his pants. And Jake is gonna be extra mad today, I'm sure I told him last night." "Well. Just let things land where they fall. Colby's a great guy, but he's just.. I just don't think he's really ready for commitment as you can tell." Brennen told me as he brought me into a hug. "Brennen." I said. "Yeah?" "We're still naked." He pulled away quickly. "How am I supposed to leave without everyone noticing I spent the night... with you?" He asked. "Well they all seen us come up here last night I'm sure." I reminded him. He nodded his head. "You're right." He quickly got dressed and started to head out the door. "Oh and if you want to talk or anything just text me." He said as he left. I got up with my sheet wrapped around me and locked the door. I didn't want company today. I went back to my bed and laid down. I faced the wall and just thought about everything that happened last night. I heard a knock at the door and I was scared it was Colby so I stayed quiet. "Hey, let us in Y/N." It was Jake and Reggie. "Hold on let me get dressed." I said as I quickly put on clothes and opened the door. They came in and shut it behind them. "We need to talk. About everything that happened last night." "I don't want to." Jake sighed and looked at Reggie. "You hooked up with Brennen didn't you?" I bit my lip and looked down. They knew. Of course they did. I made it obvious that we came upstairs together then he left this morning...
I love you so much sam. Guys you need stop stop hating seriously is it that hard to not hate. It has taken sam to actual tears and everything and for everything that has been happening START BEING A FAMILY STOP SPREADING HATE. Spread love support each other we are all going through something. Make this a loving fandom again and not a sad one. Make it to where everyone is happy about having there account and not have to deactivate. I love this fandom but at the same time i dont i hate all the hate and drama this fandom is causing. For the love please spread love make this fandom and family better for us for sam even for colby #StopTheHate
Me and my dad
Is OCD really something other people suffer from too ?Am I the only one who constantly feels like a.monster worthless guilty unlovable person.Are there other people who are plagued like me from.this rancid mental glitch? Why cant I stop thinking about the same thing over and over again ? Why do I need to do something to make me feel safe again ? Why am I never safe? Why am I always scared?
These are the questions I constantly ask myself. I'm looking for ocd support groups in the nyc area but alot ot them are filled.
I have this yearning to be understood by people alike me. But until then I'll just trust my soul. My little brother tells me jake you have to look in deep when you are in this mental temperament and trust your inner compass will not steer you wrong.
Life is on the otherside of fear
Bring on the anxiety ocd .. hit me.wirh your best shot .. jake doesnt go.down ....jake is a warrior
The house was packed full of people, it was literally project x in our home. There were 2 different types of music blasting in 2 different places. It was pretty wild. I went to go check on Jake to make sure he was doing okay. He was out at the pool having fun in the bounce house with all the guys. Except Colby. I haven't seen him in a while I wonder where he is. I went upstairs to use the bathroom and get away from the mosh pit of a house. As I was walking into the bathroom in between Sam and Colby's room I heard a girls voice in Colby's room. Oh no. Please don't let it be. I tried to open the door and it was locked. I ran back down stairs and got Jake and Reggie. They came upstairs with me. They waited next to me as I banged on the door. "Colby let me in!!" I yelled. Luckily the party was so loud no one would hear me downstairs. I heard an oh shit and feet stumble as he came to the door. He cracked it open. "Yes baby?" He asked. "Don't baby me, let me in the room now." I demanded. "You have a girlfriend?!" I heard a voice ask from his room. It was a girl. "I can't believe you Colby. Are you serious? 'All I want is you' my ass." I turned and started to walk away when he grabbed my arm. "I'm sorry. Please don't leave me." Jake came over at this time. "Let her go. And leave her alone for the rest of the night Colby. Or I swear we will fight." He said threateningly. Reggie stepped closer in case Jake tried to hit him. "Alright bro fine, whatever." He let go and out his hands up. He stepped back into his room and shut the door. He only had boxers on. I was pissed. I went downstairs and started looking for someone, I wanted to hurt Colby. Let him know how it feels to get cheated on. As I searched thru the faces my heart was racing. I really wasn't hurt as much as I was mad. Finally I found the face I've been looking for and walked up to him. I tapped on his shoulder and he turned and looked at me. "Y/N, what's up?" He was really drunk. "Hi Brennen. You like me don't you?" I asked him. He blushed a little, "Well yeah." He answered. I grabbed his arm and led him to my room making sure everyone saw it...
Part 12.*a month later* (he liked!)
I was visiting Reggie in Kansas for a week and it was time for me to go home. Jake wants me to spend more time with Reggie so we can have a better bond so that's why he sends me here so much now. Reggie doesn't mind it and neither do I. I would be landing back in L.A. later today and I'm sure Colby is still gonna be asleep. I texted Jake and asked him what the move was for when I got home. "A small party." He responded. I just stared at the text as I got on the plane. A party isn't bad. I actually really love parties. *a few hours later.*
When I got home me and Jake snuck into the house careful not to wake anyone up. I went to Colby's room and opened the door, he was asleep. He looks so peaceful when he's sleeping. I went over to the side of his bed and took a snap of him. "Time for Colby to get up." It said. I laid down next to him and put us arm around me. I pecked him on the face and he twitched a little. I forgot how much of a heavy sleeper he is. I got out of the bed and went and got Jake. "We need to wake up Colby." I told him. "Well what are we gonna do? We can't drag him down the stairs to the pool." He has a small point but I wanna prank him while he's sleeping. "Let's move everything out of his room real quick. I have an idea." We moved everything besides the bed out of his room and he was still sleeping. "Jesus Colby, you're so vulnerable when you're asleep." I mumbled. I got Sam and we grabbed the bounce house. That's right we're blowing it up in this room. We turned it on and the air started blowing but I made Sam stop. "Let's cover his ears." I said and he agreed. We put a pillow and blanket over his head but left room for him to breathe. We started it back up and within seconds it filled the room. Me, Sam and Jake jumped into the bounce house and starting bouncing in it. "Time to get up Colby!" We cheered. "OH WHAT THE HELL." He yelled when he seen the house in his room. Corey ran into the room and pointed at Colby. "WELCOME TO THE PRANK WARS." He yelled. We didn't even ask him to do that. We started laughing as Colby tried to get up out of bed and put shorts on. "How long is this gonna be in here?" He asked....