Some of you know, some of you don’t... so we may as well spill!! Reilly and I have kept it a secret for a while but would love all our family and friends to know.
We will be bringing our very own baby Camarda into the world in 6 months time and we could not be happier ♥️ 👶🏼 Here’s to the next adventure Reilly Camarda 💙💗 #baby#camarda#newadventures#together#family#growing#soexcited#boyorgirl
So here’s an update, ft an adorable picture of @adventures_of_pickles_the_pup visiting me at the hospital today. .
So on Friday I went into the emergency GP’s because I was having really bad heart palpitations and had fainted late the night before. I was then admitted to the hospital on observation for 24hrs, after the 24hrs was up, doctors had a discussion with me that they had seen some odd heart activity, that they weren’t too sure about. I’ve been having periods of Bradycardia(slow heart rhythm), Tachycardia(fast heart rhythm) and ectopic beats, this can be fine with each heart rhythm on its own. However as I have all three different rhythms/beats as well as fainting and nausea, they are worried it could be something a lot more serious, so I have been kept in until I can see a senior cardiologist on Monday. I’m hoping that I will find out good news tomorrow but I’m not entirely sure that will happen. .
I am also not entirely sure about what causes heart issues like this, but seeing as I’ve had an eating disorder since I was 13, and bulimia since I was 16, I feel like the blame is on me, and my mental illness. On social media sites, there is a plague of proana/promia images and information that ‘teach’ young people how to become mentally ill. And I just want anyone who sees this, to realise that IT IS NOT WORTH IT, not only do I now have heart issues that are going to be with me for life, I have a brain that is determined that the only way to cope with change or new information is to do exactly what got me here in the first place. However I am more determined now than I ever have been before, to recover, and to live a life beyond my this.
I hope everyone is doing okay, and I want to remind everyone to keep fighting x because it will always be worth it xxx
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I don't really like posting so many personal things, but this one's worth it. Man they grow so fast! It's been almost 2 years and I still haven't met my daughter. But what a blessing she is. There's not a day I don't think about you. The day will come when you'll learn that your dad (THE REAL ONE) loves you very much and it doesn't matter where they move you next. I'm pretty sure it will be soon and we're all very eager to meet you little Grace. You are one of my motivations to grow each day and do better, because some things and people are worth giving it all and my family is certainly worth fighting for. #daughter#rights#strong#believe#kidnapped#meet#soon#father#motivation#love#happy#blessed#whereveryouare#will#find#you#beautiful#growing
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Really enjoyed this weekend off work! Really took some time for myself and it felt soo good just to do nothing and relax! Today I took a rest day and swimming was such a great idea! Ended up having some McDonald’s after as I said to myself “ I deserve this!”😂 Finally done some Christmas shopping too which was fun! Tomorrow is Sunday back to work back on the grind! Feeling super motivated and hyped 🤩