Hoy hace más de un año que estabas dentro de mí y decidiste quedarte, elegirnos como familia, ya te amamos, lo celebramos, éramos felices gracias a ti!! Cuando Empece a notarte, ver como crecías día a día, no quería dejar escapar ni un solo momento. Deseaba tocarte, te estábamos esperando, solo faltabas tu...besarte a cada instante...imaginar tu precio cara...! los días pasaban el dia llegaba, y paso! decidiste hacernos esperar un poco más!! casi 42 semanas para ser exactos, pero llego, el ultimo beso en distancia, tocaba conocernos... y ahi estabas tu mi vida dandome amor desde el primer segundo y haciendo posible que pueda decir: PRECIOSA FAMILIA TENGO
FELIZ CUMPLEAÑOS HERMOSA DE MAMA Y PAPA #misniñas💕 #familia💕 #tequieromucho#mamiporsegundavez#repitiendomomentos#creandorecuerdos#love#ella#ellas#mitodo#mimundo#felicidadesmiamor
My winterland remains ❤
But the paradox in enjoying christmas scenery needs reflecting.
When I was a street kid I hated this time of year. Obviously I didn't actually "hate" it but the lights, the beauty and the image of happiness, ripped a hole in my chest and left my heart freezing in a pile of snow. My tears froze to ice while I envied the ones with families, surrounded by love and warmth and safety. An abundance of warm food, while I survived on whatever cold shit I could steal and depended on drugs and rapists to keep me warm.
The situation has changed, I've changed my reality and my perspective. I'm good!
Have I changed myself so much that the kid is no longer suffering?
I'm trying. ❤
There is a cruelty in holiday happiness, that I think might be invisible to the ones celebrating.
It's like the whole world is leaving you on the outside, while having a party with everything you don't have.
It makes you feel, like all the hurtful voices inside are right. That whatever shit they are telling you is true and you are, really nothing... No other time of the year, does it feel so shitty to be homeless, to be hungry, to be cold.
If you have a possibility to help someone this holiday - please do! 💪✊💚 If you haven't but are looking for a way, I know @arashhampay is struggling to feed the homeless people in Athens right now.
Check out his profile if you want to make a direct difference to people, stuck on the outside of the christmas lights and beauty.
Happy holidays everyone ✌❤
See you 2019.