#Day38 Today I’ve been an emotional wreck. Started seeing a therapist yesterday which went ok (I cried through most of it) I talked about my need to “save face” as I’m constantly “saving face” for my granddaughters who can’t understand why I always look sad and crying, but today I can’t stop thinking out my granddaughters and how much the loss of my son is affecting each of them. 2 year old Zori having full blown conversations with him on the phone, and 6 year old Samiya sitting on the school bus refusing to let anyone else sit next to her because she says “somebody sitting there” can you imagine what this murderer has stolen from my family? No graduations, no proms, no daddy daughter dances because of someone who had the same 24 hours in his day to grind chose to use it to grime and committed a crime that has changed our lives forever! The school bus operator had ask, if she has someone else she’s saving the seat for. The answer he got only made him understand and now no one takes her daddy’s seat. Lord the strength I need I am pleading for. Lord I ask you to give me the face that I’m trying to present, the face that’s not overwhelmed with grief, the face that can believe that my son is resting in peace, the face that won’t make complete strangers ask “ma’am are you ok?” A face that would make everyone think that I’m ok because I’m obviously not perpetrating my “save face” well.
#day38#allathome#100days "Make dinner not war." #EverydayCookingWars
She's trying to push me off the kitchen counter while I try to take out coconut pieces from the shell.
A hundred days into the life of a stay-at-home mother
#trip#day38 . Aujourd'hui nous continuons la découverte de #Hanoi#vietnam . Initialement nous devions allez à nin binh, mais les gars n'étant pas chaud nous en profitons pour finir la découverte de la ville et acheter les derniers cadeaux pour les proches. Des belles choses à voir. Mais également des choses un peu moins appréciable pour nous comme la vente de chien comme nourriture.
Sebab Allah menilai amal kita dari niat yang ada di hati kita. Yuk perbaiki kembali hati kita! Bahwa semua yang kita kerjakan semata hanya untuk mengejar ridha-Nya! 🚀
In frame: JA015 (Red)
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Day 37 & 38: day 5 & 6 in 2019. I took it easy last night but forgot to upload. I walked for about 20 minutes. Tonight I bumped it up a bit by doing 30 minutes. I jogged/walked my first mile (over 17 minutes) then walked the rest. It’s always so hard to keep it up towards the end of the week and the weekend. Here’s to continuing with the workout.
Sebab Allah SWT menilai amal kita dari niat yang ada di hati kita. Yuk perbaiki kembali hati kita! Bahwa semua yang kita kerjakan semata hanya untuk mengejar ridha-Nya! 🚀
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Days No 38 and 39
Weekend was good and complaint-free. What a motivation to conquer the new week.
Who’s not aware what’s behind ‘A complaint free world.org’ find my short summary as follows.
Try and break the complaining habit by going 21 days in a row without complaining.
Put the purple rubber bracelet on either wrist and switch it to the other wrist with every spoken complaint. Gossip and sarcasm included. Only after 21 days consecutively no complaints the challenge is achieved.
Join me in this challenge, find inspiration for yourself or just follow me along the way for more happiness in life.
#day38 The Godfather.. Released (August 24th, 1972)
Honestly this movie is so fuckin amazing. This 1972 classic was and still is one of the best movies imo. This movie has amazing actors with great acting such as Al Pacino, Marlon Brando, Robert Duvall, and James Caan. There are more but these a just a few to give an idea. This is a crime/action based movie and one of the best ever. I highly recommend this movie! I would rate this stunning classic a 10/10
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Я бы тебя на руки взял
Я бы тебя взял и унёс
Тихо смеясь на твои "нельзя"
Вдыхая запах твоих волос
И, не насытившись трепетом тел
Стуком в груди, нарушающим тишь
Всё просыпался бы и глядел
Плача от радости, как ты спишь
Я бы к тебе, как к ручью, приник
Как в реку в тебя бы вгляделся я
Я бы за двести лет не привык
К бездонной мысли, что ты - моя
Если бы не был разных "бы"
О которые мы расшибаем лбы
This section in Bartok's Viola Concerto is tricky to memorize because of the switching intervals between notes and you have to play two notes at once. This is how I talk to myself in my head when I'm playing. Sometimes it helps to shout out loud exactly what you need to do (bowing, interval, shift, extension, etc) to accomplish what you want. It forces your body to follow and reassures you of your memory of the music.