Alright so here’s where I’m at with everything
Being a creative person all the time is tough. And it’s tough for a lot of reasons. I do this thing where I dive head first into everything and I don’t think much about it. That’s not good. And it causes a ton of pain in my own life. Being more mindful of where I invest my energy is helping, but it’s a slow process.
My friends know that I’m an open house. I let everyone in. I let them rearrange whatever they want. And often times there are messes that are made and I’m left with the clean up. I’m learning to be better about this too. But the idea of closing myself off is tough. Because deep down that’s not me.
I don’t know if this is me coming back to posting every day. I think I’ve been enjoying not checking my phone as much. And just being more present in my own life. But what I have seen is so much love and concern pouring out from everyone here. The comments and messages I’ve gotten are truly heart warming. And I love creating things for all of you. Thanks for everything. It means more than you know