"I can't explain what happened to me but I knew that this wasn't any ordinary feelings I had. Every time you passed me by I started to sweat and I got nervous. When you talked to me I couldn't find the right words and I was stumbling over the few ones that came over my lips. I know that my heart did stop beating during the hole time and I could hardly breath. I could find myself thinking about you anytime of the day and I could wake up in the middle of the night with the most amazing dream about you. The only time I felt normal was when we were talking to each other. I felt I have that self-confidence and we could talk for hours . When I didn't saw you or when you didn't talk to me, I had this big sadness and pain in my heart. I wish I knew back then how to write, express my feelings through writings and you could read my texts. Then I might had given myself a better chance with you. I missed that time so badly. When you left because you had to take another path in life I was totally broken, empty, and my life was shattered in millions of pieces. I wish I could go back in time and changes all that, so you would had picked me instead." ______________________________________________
Beautiful photo taken by: ferarri_monk 🌹❤️🌺🌸🍀🖤
| THIS WINTER |
Nếu buồn, hãy khóc vào mùa đông! Vì dù mùa đông buồn và lạnh lắm, nhưng mà, cứ khóc đi! Bởi cứ giang tay mà ôm hết ngần ấy nỗi buồn, thì làm sao không thấy lòng trống trải? Có phải người ta thường để dành nỗi buồn cho mùa đông, khi cô đơn chẻ làm đôi và bàn tay côi cút lạc nhau trên phố? 😔
"It is not her fault that I'm broken. Maybe her actions and choices in life made me cold and bitter, but I have clenched to her memory for far to long and that is why I can't put my shattered pieces back together."
Amazing photo by: @ferrari_monk 🌹🌺🖤✨🍀 ______________________________________________
Şu kareyi çektikten yaklaşık 30 saniye sonra dengemi kaybettim ve göle doğru düşeyazdım:) Elimde makina, sırtımda ekipman göle doğru dalış halindeydim ki son anda toparladım. Sağ bacak her ne kadar göle girse de sol bacak beni kurtardı.
Tabi bu kurtarmanın sonucu ağır bir diz zedelenmesi oldu.
Fotoğraf çekerken yaşadığım en ciddi kazayı burada atlatmış oldum
Şimdi iki seksen yatıyorum🤣
Olsun en azından fotoğraflar gitmedi:)