Here’s the secret, darling.
Things- things don’t get better. They don’t. You do. Darling - you get better all the time.
The world is always going to throw its left turns and spinning chaos at you. It’s always going to try and tear things from your grasp- block your great plans- make you stumble.
But you are there to overcome it all.
To grow and change and blossom. To get stronger and wiser and more sure of yourself. To learn what you want and don’t and what you’ll accept and won’t.
That’s the real journey, sweet soul of life. The conscious decision that if you can’t fight the wind, you’re going to use it. To control the sails.
And you lose yourself, hallucinating as though you're the darkness trying to escape into the light because you've created different versions of yourself that you can't seem to face.
14 3181:10 AM Jan 24, 2019
"And the drugs will only hide it but the feeling never really goes." - Amber Run
13 2781:43 AM Jan 21, 2019
This is the sign you've been waiting for...
26 31311:29 PM Jan 18, 2019
I can't do this, I thought.
Then: And even if I can't, I have to.
9 29310:44 PM Jan 15, 2019
Does it yell out loud when it gets angry?
7 27010:33 PM Jan 13, 2019
"Sometimes an old heart just needs a new body and a lifeless body just needs a new heart..." -Yuna
12 32511:07 PM Jan 9, 2019
"I have to let go but sometimes I find myself waking up at the beach again." - Yuna
8 30311:47 PM Jan 8, 2019
I grew so accustomed to rainy days that when I was finally able to feel the rays of the sun on my pale skin a shy little smile appeared on my face and in that moment I had no doubt that with time it gets so much better.
27 37211:36 PM Nov 30, 2018
Trying to find myself in a world gone blue...
12 38211:42 PM Nov 21, 2018
"Nothing ever really goes away, it just changes into something else. Something beautiful."
10 3623:14 AM Nov 18, 2018
"Quiet when I'm coming home, I'm on my own." -Billie Eilish
26 49912:17 AM Oct 31, 2018
My soul had traveled so far that I became lost in a world that doesn't exist to anyone but me.
11 46010:54 PM Oct 29, 2018
The sky is so full of life, screaming colors at us everyday and we have no clue.
14 48712:24 AM Oct 25, 2018
I keep getting these waves of nostalgia as the sky illuminates all of the darkest places within me.
15 44812:51 AM Oct 24, 2018
Living in a world painted in darkness...
10 45812:01 AM Oct 23, 2018
But when you close your eyes, is there peace or chaos in your mind?
19 55212:34 AM Oct 12, 2018
Even my soul is trying to escape because freedom feels better...
21 57612:35 AM Oct 6, 2018
I admire your spirit too much to let it be clouded by my darkness...
25 7753:04 AM Sep 8, 2018
"You don’t know about real loss, because that only occurs when you love something more than you love yourself. I doubt you’ve ever dared to love anybody that much." - Robin Williams
20 70111:00 PM Aug 30, 2018
Do you ever notice when I'm not around?
15 6351:30 AM Aug 28, 2018
And when you know yourself, you know life...
15 6251:37 AM Aug 23, 2018
If you stare closely into brown skin lit by sunlight, there are tiny diamonds that sparkle.
19 6525:43 AM Aug 9, 2018
"I've been trying to dig my way out of the ocean and punch a hole in the sky." -Eden
16 6062:42 AM Aug 6, 2018
If you're so near, then why do you feel this far?
12 5601:54 AM Jul 5, 2018
"I'll still love your garden even with no flowers." -Melanie Martinez
8 5915:14 AM Jun 18, 2018
But only love can kill and keep you alive to feel it...