Once. One last time as the beep echoed through the room he flashed his teeth her way. Nate was gone, and he was never coming back. Screaming out Sarah asked "why, why, why me?" she continued "why did you have to leave me behind? You promised Nate, you promised. " We are to have one of each" she remembered hearing Nate say as he twisted her hair in braids on one of their numerous dates. "Our daughter would remind me of you and our son would remind you of a younger me" Snapping out of her trance Sarah ran out the door leaving her purple purse and grabbing the keys to Nate's pick up van and drove straight home only stopping to get a packet of blades at the convenience store opposite their apartment. Opening her closet, she searched frantically for the clothes she wore the day it all began. As she turned on the tap of the bathtub she grabbed a pen and a nearby paper then scribbled "WE COULDN'T BE TOGETHER ON EARTH. IN DEATH THEN WE SHALL UNITE". Stepping into the bathtub she opened the packets of blade.........smiled and sat. Starting from her left she slit her wrist, amidst wincing in pain she proceeded to the second hand. Like a tap turned on blood gushed out into the water. One minute: Nothing...... Two minutes: Fatigue crept in............ Three: She smiled as she thought she saw an image of Nate Kissing the top of her head as he mouthed thank you to her for coming with him. At four: she took the last handful of breath And at five? Well the rest is history. The water in the bathtub could be mistaken as pure blood as her body lay lifeless as she imitated a smirk even in her death.
05/14/18 One sandwich, two half sandwiches, and two bowls of soup. $34.15 @ La Bottega.
Been away visiting my parents in France, but I’m back and gonna start regularly updating again...got a lot to post since I’ve fallen so behind on this thing. This was just a lunch I picked up with two others in Vancouver Washington. This may be the first image during this project that I completely forgot to take reference photos for, so I just had some fun making up a warped perspective composition from memory.
16 x 20 Acrylic on Canvas
This piece is part of my series in which I’m painting everything I buy in a year and writing it off on my taxes. It and everything else done for the write-off project is available for purchase here :
Throwback to that time we found the dirt jumps for the Slashes... last time I was here, I was a kid, I thought they were long gone until this time🤷🏻♂️
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1 964 days ago
If you knew Betsie.. only you will understand how much I loved my beat up, still tape deck having babygirl! An idiot caused her to be a taken from me yesterday 😩😩😩🤧🤧🤧. But life goes on. Just wanted this memory of you Betsie.❤️❤️❤️ #newbeginnings#blessed#alive#writeoff
Let me encourage you to get up this morning and focus on what you do have or once had in life. Be thankful for the blessings of the little things, even when you don't get what you expect. God has been good in your life regardless of where you find yourself in today. Let's have that thanksgivings heart and tell people around us how grateful we are.
1. Be thankful today because you say your #Financially struggling it means at some point you were financially well.
2. Be thankful that your car was a #Writeoff in that accident and now you don't have a car. It means God has been good in your life, cause you once had a car.
3. Be thankful that you now single and called a #divorcee#widow or #widower it means God has been good you, were once married.
4. Be thankful for the house that was #repossessed.God has been good to you, at some point you owned keys.
5. Be thankful that you are #retrenched at work. God has been good in your life, you once had a job.
6. Be thankful that you've #lostyourloveonce. God has been good at some point for blessing you with them.
Nothing is permanent in life. Things will change for the better. Just say: 'Thank You God'
It's been a crummy month, fam.
The funny thing is, on August 24 I was posting about how I couldn't wait to replace this hunk of junk... Thanks, universe! You had to wait until after I put a grand under the engine??? 💸💸💸 #crash#caraccident#crashboom#writeoff#ineedadrink
It’s #worldmentalhealthday again and I want to write something really positive and inspiring but to be completely honest with you I am still signed off work ill and I’m just fed up today! So in honour of World Mental Health Day and in honour of not pretending everything’s ok when it’s not, I’d just like to say absolute BOLLOCKS to this particular Wednesday - it’s 9am and I’m calling a write off. That’s okay. If you happen to be feeling the same then that’s ok too, we can sack it off together. Sometimes you need to do that and just not put pressure on yourself to do the millions of things you think you should be doing. Its not giving up, it’s taking a break. It’s so easy to get overwhelmed sometimes, but the best thing you can do is just acknowledge how you’re feeling and talk it out... Don’t say “I’m fine” and smile and put on a mask. I used to worry so much what people would think of me if I tried to explain the mess that was going on it my head, and I made everything so much worse by holding it in and all I can tell you is that you -will- reach breaking point. Believe me fronting it out and ‘manning up’ doesn’t work. Be honest with yourself if you’re not coping, then share it with someone. I’ve been so lucky to have some amazing people around me when I’ve needed them... friends, family, colleagues, ex’s - I’m grateful to you all for getting me where I am today. Which actually is the strongest and happiest I’ve ever been. It’s taken work but Im really proud of everything I’ve overcome. Actually.. maybe today’s not a total write off... I feel better already! See what talking it out can do -sometimes having a rant is so healthy!! Please rant back at me if you need an ear to bend and as always I massively encourage anyone who doesn’t feel they can talk to people around them to seek support from @samaritanscharity and @mindcharity, they offer an amazing service and have been an absolute lighthouse in a storm for me at times. Spread that word! Thanks for reading y’all 😘
The baggy dark circles under my eyes brought to you by... - playing ref in 57 sibling fights - locking my keys in the car
- running errands with kids who manage to find the worst kinds of things for their wish list, like washable paint you can throw at the wall (who comes up with this stuff???)
- baking (I don’t bake) brownies for my kids
- cleaning brownie batter off every single inch of my kitchen
- being taunted by said brownies because i can’t eat them
- being forced to watch Jake and Logan Paul (because he’s so funny
- realizing that “no shave October” is not actually a thing (thanks Helen) - laundry
Good night!! #tiredmom#momlife#singlemom#momproblems#bake#crazylife#shenanigans#singlemom#tomorrowisanewday#writeoff#instadaily#sleep#adulting#adultingishard
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Yesterday when I picked the kids up we spent two hours outside playing by the beach, went to our favourite cafe for ice cream and then home for a nutritious home cooked meal I’d prepared earlier. Today I dragged Henry home screaming by his wrist (not proud of it), gave them gummy bears and now I’m thinking about buying super noodles from the chemist on the corner for dinner 🤷🏻♀️🍜 #balance#writeoff
A short clip from one of our recent YouTube videos; believe it or not this was an attempt at a backflip lmao I think it was a fail... regardless I’m going to say we sent it🤟🏼😂🤷🏻♂️
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