I’ve been single for almost a year now. You won’t hear me say bad things about the person I was with before that decision was made, because I’m thankful to them, still wish them the best, even though they might not like me very much right now. They made me realise there’s a lot I need to work on. People who make the brave decision of changing vital things about the way they act or think, are often easy targets to people who don’t mean well. To the people who decided to kick me when I was at my lowest: thank you. To the people who made me feel like I was worth absolutely nothing: thank you. To the people who made my last bit of faith in humanity burn to ashes: thanks a lot. Because of you, I realised how much I deserve. Because of you, I got to realise who my real friends are. You gave me a sliver of hope and I was hungry for it. You took it away when you thought it to be convenient and I starved. You took all I did for granted, and I will never forget how small I felt. I hope one day you will realise what you did, and you will be horrified. I hope you will pray out of desperation. If there is a God, I’m not sure they will forgive you. I certainly won’t. But still I am thankful, because at least now I have stopped chasing people around and I think this is what freedom feels like for the first time. I have chased, put so much time and effort into people I thought were worth everything I did for them. But I am done with disappointment. Instead of having me chase you around, walk with me. If you feel like I’m not worthy of having stick around, please leave, you have 9 more months, and I promise you I won’t mind. I’m sick of not being appreciated, and I’m thankful for the change, even though it proved to be beyond painful. To the rest of you who never even stirred, who never left my side and who always had my back: I love you more than words can say. You are the ones that count. Thank you for sticking with me through the good and the bad. More of the good is coming, and we’ll enjoy it with our hands intertwined. Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to those I love. 🧡🍮🍁🌾
One of my fav song ever may say I don’t want no scrubs, I have to say @frank_bod provides awesome ones which I’ve been crazy about for three years now. It makes my skin so soft and smell so good — I always order the coffee and coconut one — I could eat myself entirely ! 🥥😌 Anyway, I was listening to the 90’s songs I love and Faith Evan’s popped out. And it makes me think that I felt really grateful to have so many caring and loving people around me. I cried on friday when I received all your kind words regarding the last crisis I went through and I’m over the Moon to count such wonderful human beings from here or overseas. You are amazing and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. 🙏🏾❤️ It’s been a really good sunday which ended perfectly and Bambu was over the Moon. Good night everybody and Love, always. 🐘🌕 Credits : « No scrubs » by @tlc and « Love like this before » by @therealfaithevans.